Please God

Please God.

Do not do this to me.

I love him.



Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

2020 New Year's Resolutions Status Check-in

1. Be good with Jonathan 2. Be good with health 3. Be good with money 4. Be good with things that make me beautiful January Status 1. Jonathan and I are pretty good. 2. Health and I are pretty good. 3. Money is not great, but better than nothing 4. Not really beautiful, but grateful for Jonathan and health and money February Status 1. Jonathan and I are pretty good 2. Health and I are alright. Not great. 3. Money is not great, but better than nothing 4. Just let me do well on the bar exam for now. March Status 1. Jonathan and I are okay 2. Health and I are not great. 3. Money is not great, but better than nothing. 4. Was connecting with lots of old friends. April Status 1. Jonathan and I are okay. We love each other. It is okay. 2. Health is hell. 3. Money is not great. Need a new job. 4. Have been getting slimmer.
Read more

I Deserve

I deserve infinite good things.  But I am not greedy.  I had my beautiful, lovely guy. I had my sort-of health. I had my baseline money. I had my baseline travel.  Life was not good, but I was willing to work to improve it.  But now, I have...a guy who is far away. Health that is hurting me not to the point of death but just to this edge of insanity. Money that is fast becoming not worth it. And negative travel.  I do not deserve this life.  I deserve...to work at a law firm in Manhattan and be good with Jordan and travel around the world and eat good food and do fun sports and happy Christmases. I deserve...to work at a law firm in the Palo Alto area and love Jonathan and live around the world without being in constant physical pain.
Read more