I just want whatever makes me beautiful and happy
I am living in a tiny little cabin in a person's backyard. It's kind of interesting. I originally wanted to switch into the internal room, which would cost about 180 Euros more, but actually now that I've cleaned up my shit the hut is kind of cute. I do still want my guy, I am just...not really in a position to do anything about it. Honestly, it's just like when I was young and I was meant to be skating and being happy and instead I was getting beaten for my attitude and being generally unhappy. I don't know. I just want to be in a situation where I wake up every day being right with the world. I haven't gotten there yet, is all.